Most days you get up almost the same, you get to work, you pick up the coffee or tea, you have the usual small talk with people and get back to work. Why this boring prelude? Have you ever noticed that there are some days you are just not yourself. You feel something is missing, you are not energized like usual, the spark is gone yet there is nothing major changed in your routine.Why are humans so complex? What are these unusual & funny moods? We must be thinking about someone or something that's directly or indirectly, knowingly or unknowingly, consciously or unconsciously altering our behavior. We must be suppressing these deep feelings under some cover and at times these are just bursting out and overwhelming us? Not sure, I am not a psychologist but my sunny side clouds up on some days with out my involvement. It leaves me feel helpless and drains all my energy, which I can't even begin to tell you.
I hate to tell even close friends in my subtle ways as I hate to be taken as a moody fellow or weak minded fool or the worst case labeled as a sensitive guy. Easier to analyze this for another person under some syndrome, some stage in life, depressed about something, parting from something that's too dear or considered that way. We are all actors, we all pretend and we are all melodramatic in some ways...
As the wise would say, There are so many things in life that will catch your eye, but only a few will catch your heart. You can work on so many tasks at hand in a given day but a few will make you jump and do.
Does it ever happen to you? What makes you tick??
mm.. true cloudy days are so bad.. well for me nature does the trick.. a blooming tree with spring flowers can just brighten me up... :)
ReplyDeleteOh yeah thanks for reminding about the yard work!
ReplyDeleteΩρίωνλφκε I cannot seem to read that name. I think you are very good with words. Nice post. Keep writing.
ReplyDeleteI see what you mean.. There are these totally incomprehensible dull days where you sit and wonder what ever is happening in this world and life at large, surprisingly not only with you but with everyone else... These are times when we even tend to question the very existence of the Universe :)
You are not alone.. A lot of things make me jump with joy... I remember writing a recent post on similar notes... http://dewdropdeepa.blogspot.com/2010/04/enjoy-simple-pleasures.html
That's the trick to keep life going.. Another one to take life ( proven fact because it has worked for me well in the past one year ) light and easy is to believe in 'The Secret'. If you get a chance to read the book, please do.
The gist in one line is: You attract what you think and feel.
Thats why a dull start keeps giving you a cascaded effect of dullness all through the day.
At any point in time when you are off your usual cheery self, just take an hour at the max to recover and get back in the lane of the day, to continue attracting joyous times through the day.
To get back in lane, I keep it a point to pray and enjoy simple pleasures. :-)
Aaah... Welcome Dew Drop... sorry for the unreadable name... my thinking was what's in a name. Thanks for the compliments but would appreciate when you become sure of your thoughts about my wordsmithing :)
ReplyDeleteI think I own the book The Secret and read in some parts a while ago. I will read your post as well.
It's a constant fight for people like me who would like to live in a moment across all boundaries... but the heck I continue to like what I am attracted to, It's my thing, do what I want to do with it :)
Keep coming back as I say don't let my name and title fool you in anyway!
Thank you and Cheers!