It's been a while but it definitely feels like yesterday. I was a shy guy back then and I used to like the modest people. It was like magic when I first got introduced to her by my friend. I know there is something common between us. I was so attracted to her but I never told her. I was a damn good technician in my field and until I came along she was the one who was looked upon. So, we could have gone in a complete opposite direction hating each other's guts. But, I adored her so much I offered her help in making the next generation graphics. She liked my perfection and attention to details so much. We became very close.She asked me to take her to lunch one day. I drove to a restaurant of her choice. We ended up having a few light drinks together. It was past the lunch hour but I was ignoring the obvious. Her mild and friendly voice and a beautiful smile was making me forget the time. I think we spent an hour more and I suddenly realized she was becoming more intimate with me. I never sneaked out of work for that long and felt a bit uneasy, but at the same time I liked the time I was spending in her company. She took my hands in to her and helped release the tension. I felt the urge to touch her to say that I really like her and her company. All I did was to make it easy for her to touch me.
We decided we had enough in the restaurant and paid the check and got back to my car. She thanked me for taking her out and spending time with her. We hugged each other friendly but couldn't separate from each other for minutes. I spent minutes smelling her hair and her warm body and she spent minutes kissing and pecking my neck. She held my face in her arms and told me that I had a beautiful and experienced soul.
I think that day was the changing day in my life to realize that there is something that's beyond the definition and consciousness. Every one of us come across such incidents in life but at times we try to make sense out of a few and a few we ignore or a few we fight thinking that is wrong to think that way because of stupid social barriers.
One thing for sure is, when you meet that person regardless of their age, marital status and other socially defined attributes it will remain in your heart as a memory. I came across a few and I am not ashamed to say that they remain in my heart for a long time. I wish I can go back and relive those moments as I know now that it was memorabe ever!!
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